( beauty queen of only eighteen )

[NOAH ASHTON MILLAR]

( NOAH MILLAR )

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, please just forget me when i’m out all alone on the east coast[/size]

` just met . you know me or you think you do
` first name basis . i’m begging you to turn your eyes in my direction
` acquaintance . seventeen and running up the stairs
` friend of a friend . bright lights and the people make us feel real
` new friend . i know it’s crazy but i’m hoping
` on and off . moments lost in context details
` fake friend . i always knew you were a fraud
` enemies turned friend . on account of my transgression
` secret friends . will you welcome this confession?
` average friends . i look down at my phone to check if you have called
` good friends . telling you i knew that we would make it far
` close friends . we bust grooves like the crippled mausoleum keeper
` best friends . sing back the tune we play, transistor radios
` drinking buddies . last call for alcohol i the loneliest of avenues
` partying buddies . lets cause a scene, clap our hands
` confidante . you’ll hear the whitetop calling your name
` partner in crime . so let’s put on a show in our weekend’s best clothes
` childhood . sing songs you won’t sing along in the back room
` family friend . i live to let you shine, i live to let you shine
` inseparable . as we’re sparkling and twirling in the twilight
` practically family . oh when i’m around you i’m predictable

` THE WAY WE TALK
, she’s fresh to death, she’ll be the death of you seduction leads to distruction[/size]

` go to hell . cannibal girl you’ve been eating me alive
` hardcore hatred . crawling up the wall, running down your face
` you hate noah . a fire spreads through the dry grass nearby
` noah here hates you . i think you’ve struck a chord in my heart
` mutual dislike . you’re the only one i would take a shot on
` you dislike character name here . could this be out of line, could this be out of line?
` character name here dislikes you . to say you’re the only thing breaking me down
` rivalry . don’t let it throw you off too far
` friendly rivalry . because i’ll be running right behind you
` you backstabbed character name here . everybody knows you’re a liar why don’t i?
` character name here backstabbed you . you’re spinning webs too big to climb
` you cheated on character name here . i just heard about your lovin’ on the side
` character name here cheated on you . there’s cheating on your lips
` friends turned enemies . in spite of you, even out of view
` indifference . it was something i couldn’t stand or explain
` jealousy . you hold the right i’ll never own
` you annoy character name here . just go and say what’s in your head
` character name here annoys you . i’ll drive through hours of traffic
` you avoid character name here . and i’ve never felt so alien
` character name here avoids you . thinking through this isn’t even an option
` you’re scared of character name here . as of ten minutes ago i’ve already fallen
` character name here is scared of you . we’re just little kids on the city streets
` you tolerate character name here . you violence is beautiful and your center sweet
` character name here tolerates you . i’ll punch your numbers and see if you’re in reach
` by association . all the girls pose the same for pictures

` UNDRESSING THE WORDS
, oh this suggestion might be a bit suggestive but i’ve had it on my mind all night[/size]

` final . the beating of your heart baby
` possible final . let me in your arms to feel
` mutually in love . because baby is this love for real?
` you’re in love with character name here . i don’t know what to do with you
` character name here is in love with you . you want nothing to do with me
` currently dating . my baby’s kiss is like a heartattack
` possible future . if you even care let me know, i love you so
` on and off dating . the things i do for you will lead to my breakdown
` past – on good terms . when her tears woke us so quietly
` past – on bad terms . you got to get away from me
` past – still chemistry . you really got your hold on me
` current fling . hello little boys, little toys
` past fling . you came and went too much time was spent
` future fling . we’re the dreams you’re believing
` mutual crush . keeps me hanging on so contagiously
` you’re crushing on character name here . just take away the words i say
` character name here is crushing on you . i know that you don’t feel the same
` you used to crush on character name here . i can’t stand to think about a heart so big
` character name here used to crush on you . it hurt like hell, ohmygod i gave my best
` friends with benefits . your loves so cheap we’ve been passing you around
` make-out buddies . everything i said last night when we were in the car
` fuck buddies . down to earth on a mattress at a cheap motel
` secret lovers . you’re not at all, not at all what you seem
` one night stand . the thing i do while you’re out cold
` lust . speaking of heaven, she looked like a god on earth
` physical attraction . because i believe in loving you at first sight
` sexual tension . oh you’re everything i’m wanting
` flirting . hoping for evidence, looking for clues
` hot and cold . so what’s it gonna take silver shadow believer
` fleeting glances . you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away

` COUNT ‘EM ONE TWO THREE
, the looks you give are so contagious and the way we move is so outrageous coast[/size]

` family . what took you so far away?
` mixed feelings . you were like a sunset to me
` love/hate . fix your mask girl it’s crooked on the side
` you’re a bad influence on character name here . counting dollar bills and pretending
` character name here is a bad influence on you . someone like can be someone like me
` you’re a good influence on character name here . waking a part of me i’ve never known
` character name here is a good influence on you . our nice clothes and night out on the town
` you are protective over character name here . you can hide out beneath me
` character name here is protective over you . you can skyrocket away from me
` you respect character name here . i turn jet white and you show off your light
` character name here respects you . every day your life will never be the same
` emotional support . you see a man with his head in his hands
` roommate . it won’t even last until the end of january
` band mate . to music that’s blasting through the room
` bus mate . everyone in this town will see
` you admire character name here . beauty lies in how you will revive me soon
` character name here admires you . my lips our whistling our tune
` you obsess over character name here . so this is the sound of forty hearts pounding
` character name here obsesses over you . i’m thinking of her, she’s not thinking of me
` you stalk character name here . up high you look so lonely and when i talk to you
` character name here stalks you . and i can see why you pick them over me
` never spoken . i thought alone in this world is just like me
` you are character name here’s mentor . i see a sense of wonder deep inside
` character name here is your mentor . if i paint the sky at the right time
` other -specify . have you forgotten your place i’m being sarcastic

` CUE THE CREDITS
this layout was made by liza (vanity doll), me of course, don’t steal it and claim
as your own. i have no problem with you using it, just ask first!
lyrics to the lovely: head automatica, shiny toy guns, the format,
acceptance, gregory and the hawk, four letter lie, playradioplay!
heading go to the maine, and absolutely amazing band, hella rad.
colors are to the colorblender duh, because i’m not that talented.
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